I Need A Gym Pass

I haven't lost any weight yet. It's so depressing so I'm going out tonight and getting a gym pass. I automatically have one when I'm at school because my tuition covers the cost, and the past 5 years I've had one at a gym close to my house because I worked at the pool in the the facility. But now I'm gym pass less. And I miss it. So I probably have to spend every dollar in my bank account for it, but it's worth it even though I'm poor.

Also, I'm starting the cabbage soup diet tomorrow. I got the recipe/diet here: http://www.cabbage-soup-diet.com/index.php
They claim you can eat as much as you want, and emphasize stuffing yourself, but i'll probably refrain from that. I just don't like the feeling of being full and bloated.

And my new job is so great! It's just typical office job stuff but I really, really like it there. Sorry this is such a quick post but I just want to get my gym pass! I'm leaving asap!

Callie xx

Quick Update

I start my new job tomorrow and I am so nervous and it's making me eat so much shit just out of stress and nervousness. I ate one of those little bags of mini eggs (which is like 200 calories!) and I ate dinner with my family which was a piece of frozen pizza and some salad. I ate so much and most of it wasn't healthy and I've definitely gained at least 2 pounds just today. I'm too scared to weight myself. I've started avoiding the bathroom just so I don't have to look at my scale.

I'm beyond nervous for this job. It's like a real office type job where you have to wear heels and dress pants and look nice and I'm just going to look like crap. I'll have fat hanging out over my pants and my arms are really flabby and I know I'm going to look terrible. They'll probably wish they hadn't hired me. I don't even know how I got this job. My interview was so awkward.

Anyway, other than how crappy I look and all the junk I've eaten today I really don't have much more to say.
I hope you're all doing well!
Callie xx