Korea?

I learned about eating disorders in my child development class today. I didn't really think that much of it at the time, but after awhile I started noticing that my friend kept trying to catch my eye. So I turn and look in her direction and I mouthed 'what' to her. And she just rolls her eyes and turns away. I found it weird at the time, but afterwords she confronted me about my 'disordered eating' and how I'm losing weight. All I really said was that I need to lose weight. I don't think anyone could come back with a truly honest comeback for that one. And of course, she couldn't. She just talked about how I skip meals and such and I just said it was because I'd eaten a lot the meal before. I just came up with an excuse for everything she said. It was kind of a close call. I don't really want her monitoring every thing I eat at every meal. In all honestly, I actually avoid eating with this girl because she always comments on what I'm eating. And I don't really like her that much. She lives fairly far away from me next year and I think I'm just going to avoid her. She's super negative all the time and kind of depressing to be around. Plus she goes out three or four times a week which really isn't much of a good influence for me when I'm trying to cut back on alcohol.

Haven't lost anymore weight. I'm still stuck at 158. I been eating way too much lately. I'm trying to use clothes as inspiration but it's not working. I might just go for a really long run to burn off some of the calories I ate today.

Some exciting news- I got a call from a department in the government asking me if I wanted to schedule a job interview for a summer job with them. I couldn't be more excited! They pay really well and it's a 9-5 job, so I'd have weekends and nights off to be with my friends. It's perfect!

Also, I've been thinking more and more about going to teach English in a different country. Right now I'm kind of stuck on Korea. I can't get the thought out of my head. But if I did decide to go, I wouldn't go until I'm done my degree, which isn't for two more years. I just can't stop thinking about it. I keep looking at blogs by people who are in Korea or have been in Korea teaching english. Some of them are so good, I'm going to keep up on reading them. I'm just worried about not speaking Korean/not knowing anyone who lives in the country. I'm sure you'd meet other people through orientation, but I wonder if they'd be in the same city as you. Hmm. Anyway, its just something that's been on my mind lately.

I've got a few goals for April. The first being blogging more often such as I've done 9(?) blogs this month. It's pathetic, I've got way more time on my hands than that. Plus, I find blogging almost therapeutic. I get all of my feelings out and I can talk about anything I want and whoever I want. It's works out well. So I'm hoping to blog either everyday or once every two or three days.
My second goal is to lose 10 pounds. I want to be 148 by May 1st.

Anyway, that's about it. Take care everyone!
Callie
xx